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My Struggle to Keep Writing

May 7, 2017 April Merlas
Brewery Artwalk, Los Angeles, CA.

Brewery Artwalk, Los Angeles, CA.

"Your writing is so good!"

"You should keep writing!"

"Your writing is excellent!"

"I'm a writer."

Wait. I'm a writer?

These are phrases and words that I never believed to be true. I've always dreaded writing and as a creative, you will never believe the work you put out into the world is ever good enough.

Is anyone even reading this? 

I never even thought writing or writers in general were ever important AKA these professions never paid well.*

Then I pursued a degree in journalism/public relations.

When persistence is in the pursuit of perfection, writing has been both a hobby and skill that's been developed over time. You are challenged, but in some of the most unlikely circumstances and in ways that became surprisingly fun for me. I think of old stories I've written on Word, secret diary passages I would never publish, to overthinking the words I'm crafting in a work email.

So I created a blog.

That I refer to (or disguise) as a visual diary. Though, who was I kidding? Of course writing is involved.

You would think that writing was a thing of mine?

Nope.

But I kept writing. 

Ultimately, when it comes to those who can relate to my modern day challenges, my views, my positivity, my passions, those who I can help inspire and touch through my words, you're the reason why I do it. I owe you a big, huge THANK YOU because you are to blame for the life I'm living right now.

Seriously though, I appreciate all your feedback and your support over the years of something that I set out to do just for the hell of it but has become so much more than that.

You have proved to me that words are p o w e r f u l.

The truth is, anyone can write. I encourage you to use your power and share your story.

You're also probably wondering: Can you make writing a full time job?

Yes.

So keep writing.

That pays though?

The answer is yes.

Keep writing.

At 25 years old, I am a creative writer.

So here's to you, keep doing what you've always dreamt of and it will make your life easier.

I feel like I'm currently living the #writersdream but there's so much more that I want to do.

xo
A

*Props to my fellow writers, you are important and I have mad respect for you all.

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