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Thankful.

November 27, 2016 April Merlas
Throwback photo of my Dad and I, cheering and being my biggest fan.

Throwback photo of my Dad and I, cheering and being my biggest fan.

Thanksgiving weekend is coming to a close and I'm thankful that I can't stop eating.

You know what else I'm thankful for? Memes. Seriously, thank you meme world for all of your creativity and comforting me during all of the late night laughs to myself.

Most importantly, I can't help but be thankful for the future so I'd like to share some quick thoughts that have been going on my mind lately.

I've recently made one of the most important decisions of my career and of my life.

It was initially tough to accept if the choice is what I really wanted but I know in my gut it's one I'm willing to sacrifice everything for.

I can admit it hasn't been easy. I go through moments of fear, insecurity, and disbelief every once in awhile. But along with that I am overwhelmed and overpowered with moments of excitement, curiosity, strength, and positivity. Enough of it to know in my heart that this is what needs to happen.

Although I'm scrambling to put it together some days and feel like I'm not worrying enough other days, I need to remind myself it's okay to slow down and take it day by day. No, I don't have all the answers and I don't have it all figured out.

To anyone trying to figure out what's next, I hope it inspires you or at the very least pushes you to believe in yourself to make it happen. Make those thoughts and ideas you have a reality for yourself. Don't ever get too comfortable because it's okay to step out of that comfort zone once in awhile. 

Last but not least, I'm forever thankful for the opportunity my parents gave me to live my dream. Their selfless decision to move to America for their kids became my selfish decision to honor that. It means the world to me. 

I'm truly overwhelmed with all of the support from my family and friends. I appreciate you and I owe it to you all to make it happen. 

I can't wait to share what's next very soon.

Gratefully,

A

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